#90

Yea it was not a long time ago, neither a big story. But it's interesting to hear new things, specialy when you are young, when you still belibe that there's more than nothingness outside your mind. When you still belibe in love, in happiness and all of that you start to forget as you get older.

That fire of youngness was with me once, pure and bright in my heart. I wandered the endless nights of the city, allways looking for something. Sometimes looking for someone love, looking for friendship or mere fun most of times i found nothing. I was all alone and i still am, but i had something you could call exiting.

Maybe it was a curse, maybe it was luck or just a coincidence of a rotten destiny i got suddenly lost, witch is a good thing when you look for lost things and i, of course, was looking for the lost pieces of my heart for memories of the future spreaded all around my stepts,and whethever i go it is always following me even when i'm lost ...

I'm glad

you are coming.

This is dead!

But fuck'n dead i mean !

There's nothing left even the logic is gone!

the sense of all this is gone

Why was i using (!) this ?!

I don't care any more

theres too much to do

too much to care

too much

No more applesº

After geting up he looked though the window
the grey city was cold, hard like steel.
He used to live with a lot of green space aroound him.
But everything gone to fuck, everything disapeared.


There are no more apples.