hell no

i promised myself i would never post again on this blog, but shit i just hate everything right now!

i don't know what to do and for sure that anybody will read this, witch is a false sentence since you are reading this. But who cares, i don't have anything right now, not gf, not work, no friends no nothing i live just as a parasite of my mother.

the text will only get more depressive and hatefull from now on, and i care shit for orthography !

some day i hope to read this and laugh.

It all started long ago, when i was at primary school. I was bullied a little but that was not the promblem, the issue was that i had no real friends. Never had real friends there is no one worth trusting not  a little.}All are waiting to take you down with a blow.

I just don't know many important things, experiences everyone should have. Like a fight at a bar, fuck only for one night, work, and so on. Once i had a gf but we ended really bad because i got paranoiac and tell her a lot of really bad things.

Since then (and also before ) i have been a social looser, i'm neither a genius like those looners on tv so nobody HAS to hear me, i can't even get attention forcefully !

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i apologise for wasting your time.

see u next time,.