Sofia and i

Dates are unimportant, but the time, time is not. And i remember it was about 12 when i saw her for the first time. I was but a kid, not older than the time of that day. And she was amazing.

Blonde, blue eyes, pale skin, as tall as me and with a shocking smile. How not to fall in love for her glance? Yes, she glanced. But we were away.

Elementary school, the last year to be precise. That entire year i was in love.

But life never is nice and shows you joy only to take it away, and it took her away with my best friend of the time. Funny thing, he was a blonde too.

But their love fade in less than a week.

I couldn't see her much, she went to school on the afternoon an i was there every morning. Until the last day.

You see, the last day of school there was a party. Every student and parent and teacher sharing drinks and stories. Every kid sharing music and dance.

But i was not a dancer before she looked at me. And that was the only time i truly danced. That i danced with true joy. We danced all night and looking at her face smiling was the best thing i could see. But today that memory is blurry, only the feeling remains.

Every song has an ending, and our song was short. With the party ended and the stars setting we saw each other face to face. And as much as i love her name i hate Christian. He was my best friend's brother, older brother, older junkie brother with a camera. That night i learned that a camera can kill any romance. And that night we parted ways. That night i lost my first love in a worthless movement of destiny.

That was the briefest love story but not because of that the less painful. To this day i can feel the scar itching in my heart,

To this day i remember seeing you fade away in that hot night Sofia.

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Hello again

My oldest friend, you are still here. So am i.

And to say the worst, i changed nothing. Neither did you.

Hello again for i am once more in pain. And this long forgotten real shall watch me cry rivers, scream like thunder my agony.

Hello my dearest friend. Hello again.

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