Hi again my friends and welcome to other of my desilusional post about being dark and alone
I hope this post to make someone get away from this path al live the life i couldn't. Today i just realized how much of a looser lies inside of me, from my orthography to my syntaxis ( if i wrote it right ) is all fucked up, and i'm not like this because of my writing skills but because of my own communicational stupidity. Most of people talks fluently eachother and that's the way it should (mostly) be, i in the other hand, can't even make a point, not because of gray matter but because i can't express it right. That makes every of my thoughts ( witch are maybe not brilliant, but average ) look like nothing in the best of the cases. It's even harder when it comes to girls, but that's another topic. This lack of ability had made me fall into a hole of dark loneliness, making my only scape writing (shit) on blogs. So if you are reading up to here you should be in a hole near the darkness i am, brace yourself and go to the light. It's too late for me.
