consequently

where would you rather go if you were dying my old friend i wasked to the sea, in the last of the days of that unkind world

but there was no answer

as i expected

the sea does not answer those questions

only on the fall

all faded into blue and white and then there was nothing not even the poisonous darkness

something RAndom

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dead diary...

today i relized i'm only interesting for perverts and stalkers... it's not so bad, but it would be better if they talk to me a little more ... Anyway i have things to do, until next time !

#90

Yea it was not a long time ago, neither a big story. But it's interesting to hear new things, specialy when you are young, when you still belibe that there's more than nothingness outside your mind. When you still belibe in love, in happiness and all of that you start to forget as you get older.

That fire of youngness was with me once, pure and bright in my heart. I wandered the endless nights of the city, allways looking for something. Sometimes looking for someone love, looking for friendship or mere fun most of times i found nothing. I was all alone and i still am, but i had something you could call exiting.

Maybe it was a curse, maybe it was luck or just a coincidence of a rotten destiny i got suddenly lost, witch is a good thing when you look for lost things and i, of course, was looking for the lost pieces of my heart for memories of the future spreaded all around my stepts,and whethever i go it is always following me even when i'm lost ...

I'm glad

you are coming.

This is dead!

But fuck'n dead i mean !

There's nothing left even the logic is gone!

the sense of all this is gone

Why was i using (!) this ?!

I don't care any more

theres too much to do

too much to care

too much

No more applesº

After geting up he looked though the window
the grey city was cold, hard like steel.
He used to live with a lot of green space aroound him.
But everything gone to fuck, everything disapeared.


There are no more apples.

non sense

Wazipi wuziki tuuuu!!

realy guys, it's out of coolness

and not self steem !

~~i wish sluty very chrismas i wish you sluty very chrismas and fuckin' new year ~~

just take a look around !

when i started to wander the nigth i loose a part of myself.
I lost something bigger than my soul, than my heart.
I have never found what i loose, not until now.
Not until today.
It grew a lot.
Even bigger than me.
I'm scared. I can not die, but i am scared.
Scared of what i left behind.
Of what i never saw of myself.

why do you go away ??

why do all my cool ideas come to me when i'm away from you pc and then just banish !

not so good

You may notice that i'm not the best drawer out there (i'm probably on the shit tier actualy)

But who cares about? drawing let me free some strees...

Well i'n still stressed but at least i made something...

and now, continuing with the randomness of the life, have you ever seen a bird falling into a gym while ther's an orgy inside ?

belibeme, it's disgusting... and if it poops on your dick nobody will want to suckit. Not even the gay guys !

B/W

returning to the mood of the blog, black, white,,, and eventialy red if the situation permits it.

hey, you know a good thing about my work?

you can steal it shamelesly !

MFW 5:00 am.

I'm still random!

where you are

You walk trough the room, waiting to wake up, yes it's just a dream you keep saying. But when you fall you realize the smell of the floor, that smell of cleaner, the kind of cleaner used on hospitals. You don't smell on dreams...

But now it's too late to run, not to say to hide. You can only keep walking, in the darkness the noises hunt you, there's nothing to see the room is turning black. Slowly nothing happen, but yo can see things moving you can hear them.

And they can hear you.

Fookin' focks

Today i was talking with a friend about a censored website, an editorial closed it. Why? because they were sharing comics! yea. just fuckn' sharin' comics... i was realy annoyed, those bloody bastards were taking our freedom away!

But this is not what annoyed me the most, when i proposed to protest nobody listend.
All of them started to download all they could, nobody cared about their rigths.
Nobody had the balls to do something.
Nobody.
Everything is goin' to shit.
Death is what wait for the ones who took our things, not literal death but i will never buy any of their shit.

I don't even like comics (at least not the mainstream) but i hate when they attack the internet.

11

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The end of Randomness

i've been randomly going too much time. I found nothin'.

NOW i change (again) for the good.

I will write as it should be done.

bye bye, my life

runing though the ways of broken legs
ripping apart the life of the maids

REmember to say GOOD BYE

rEMember to say GOOD BYE

to the lands of thy father

to the sins of the past 

Remember to say GOOD BYE

Remember to say GOOD BYE

in the land of deisapear

i'm waiting for your ruin

looking at sky 

with the brain and my dreams

-the reavenger

Entry: f.u.c.k. ?

REaly good days is having the mankind rigth?

maybe yes maybe not but we are waaay better than centries before rigth?

As always i have to say that i'm realy happy of being alive but sometimes it feels like being dead, i mean we never do nothing to survive.

Just wandering around town makes me realize how happy is everybody about nothing, FAKE emotions are displayed on every face i've seen so far.

The way we though our lifes are going to end is allways the best and it never happends how we think that UNCERTAIN way of live we have makes me want to puke sometimes

Anybody has enough COURAGE to deal with their own lifes most people wants to call atention from anyone they could, someones make stupid things others just get married but all of that is just to show themselves that they are not alone.

But even on this Fake, Uncertain and Courageless we live there is people looking for KNOLEDGE. More than we think, not only scientists make experiments you know?

...

Rarity

We all have the fate on our hands.
   The bless of the gods on our dreams.

But only the ones with that can reach the top.

The bottom.

The ligth of god.

And the darkness of abyss.

That what is not Crazyness.

That what is not Originality.

That what is not Creativity

That was is not Evilness

Neither Goodness

And then You Ask 

WHAT IS IT?

it's a touch.

it's a bless.

it's all,

and nothing.

given by you

to you

to

be 

a 

GOD!

this is all you need

all you want

you can call it

"rarity"

uncertain

This life is not a good thing to talk about

sometimes is goood others bad others

just nothing you can see

others the whole world falls

you are being rippped apart by so many

hands full of hate, 

HORROR

sometimes life is just horror

and pain and shameless screams

trying to get what never was given to you

Quantum Physics

How do you know it's true?

How you know it's not?

If you ever walk though the corridors of an abandoned

 university in the south of England, be carefull.

If you see a man walking at your side out of nowhere don't panic.

He could be your friend, or your nightmare.

What if i tell you i can send you to other reality?

Just a little condition, you have to say nothing.

Try to say yes, otherwise you will die.

Keep walking until you hit the wall, turn left and 

go downstairs.

A machine is there, has allways been there to be sincere.

Just sit there, close your eyes and 

let it be.

So, you are finally awake.

A terminal coma pacient has been 

magicaly cured in the 

parapel reality.

Morning

in the day of the sorrows. The cave of the fallen.

Yea, if i was sane i could write better but it's a shame i'm not rigth now.

My hands just took control of the  keys. I'm not even thinking any more.

This body.

This soul.

They mean nothing to me.

The sun is in the sky.

The day starting, but i have to leave.

Do you remember the time i meet you?

Probably not, maybe i have never been on you.

But today i could change.

Maybe not.

But don't be proud of being you.

That can change any time.

You migth change by tomorrow.

Maybe a lot.

Maybe a little.

But the you from today dies this nigth.

File XX-21-773

 April 25 2009:
The project has been forcefully terminated.

Doctor xxxxxxx put some resistence but authorities could eliminate him at the end, it's a shame such a brilliant man has died under those circunstances. All the data has been collected and sent to headquarters by the team.
 Anyway the xxxxxx proyect was just a waste of resources
the machine was too complex to be used on actual battlefields
and the ammo to expensive. The concept was good thougth but
using xxxxxx energy on open fiel is too dangerous, last time we
almost killed a whole city.

I hope you could reconsider your methods and the next proyects
dr Fxxxxxx.

Cordially Srgt. Rxxxxxxxxx

Regularity

Every single day i get up at 9 am.

Every single day i change my pants.

Every single day i sharpen my knifes.

Every single day i look arround at 11.

Every single day i go to the garden at 12.

Every single day i polish my knifes slowly.

Every single day i look at the graden sadly.

Every single day i go to work, it's very hard.

Every single day i go for a walk at the local park.

Every single day i look at the people walking there.

Every single day i unsharpen my knifes with them.

Every single day i walk back home slowly.

Every single day i took them to the garden.

Every single day i go to sleep happy.

Every single day i dream with them.

Every single day i wake up at 7.

How

How can you run like this?

Inside the factory?

How can you get up

after such a shock?

How can you not regret your 

fears when you die?

They were

A long of time ago they were going home,
                but something followed them

                             they fougth with all their migth

and when they couldn't stand any more                ,        

They played to their gods

The devil where defeated by something big and strong

but now something is wrong,

everything is weird and wrong.

I don't know were i belong.

16-7-0022

Confidential file 16-7-0022:

  April 19 20xx :

A crash involving personel of the research facility located in xxxxx and unknown atackers happend at 19:15

These are the transcriptions of the guards reports of the day:

West guard:
"19:16; I hear a loud noise coming from the east, i call xxxxxx (east guard) to confirm that everything is ok and got no answer.
 19:20; I prepared my gun, i'm going to investigate"


East guard:
"19:12; The truck Nº 7634 exits the facility
 19:15; A loud noise coming from the direction of the truck made me deaf.
 19:17; I can see people coming to my direction, they are armed."


None of the guards was found.

P.A.R.D.

"The P.A.R.D. ( Pxxxxxxxxx Axxxxxx Rxxxxxx Device):
 
  Objetive: The bevice will have many objetives. The most important ones are the ones related with xxxxxxxx, xxxxxxx, xxxxxxx and xxxxxxxx phenomena.

  Overview: The physic device counts with xx individual sub-devices manofactured by Dxxx inc. and Fxxxxxx & Co.
  The software counts with a xxxxx interfce type to control every device separately.

If everything goes rigth the soft will be able to be runed on home computing devices.

1x/09/199x. "

The device

Project xxxxxxx :
  The objetive is to obtain xxxxx in pure state from xxxx. Using doctor xxxxxxxx's theory we could ensure the success over any circunstances.
  The device xxxx will have a cost of xxxxxxxxxxxx,59 U$D and will be ensambled on the south of xxxxxxxx the aproximate time of construction is xx months with xx days. For the 9th of xxxxx of 19xx it will be active and producing xxxxx with an averange rate of xxxxxx pieces per day.

To end the contract and more details contact with Dr. xxxxxxx or the  Eng. xxxxxxx

You can also call to xxxxxxxxxxxx.

Atte xxxxxxxxxxx

This is not

there is no posible way this is

rigth, not in thi world

not for humans

I have

 been far, far away for

a Long  time. I,...i have been 

wandering why was i so far away

now i realized the truth 

behind that

mask.

Is's not rigth

It has never been.

Not now.

Not before,

not even tomorrow it will be.

NEVER.

BE.

gimme fuel? no, just fire

When the flame is ligthed ther's nothing you

could do to stop the fire to spread

through the lan, the forest, the rivers of

blood are the only thing that can calm the 

flame stop the rage.

That's the reason ofo the war

of the figths 

the same reason

a common cause

because the flame is

inside of us all.

Screaming.

Burning.

Killing

us

slowly, 

taking all

trying to escape

and burn everything

else.

Against the evil!

REaly?

nope just kidding, i am the evil after all.

Oh ok, i was worried, i thougth you wanted to kill yourself.

NEVERRR!! I am the master of evilness and ..., something else...

Yea, and i'm the sun...

No! realy i can do many things!

like?

emmm... jerking a whole day is valid?

nope. End.

No!! do not end my posts!

I already did.

Smile, nope showing my teeth

Look at that! It's surely painful rigth?

DOn't think so, if you 'r' high everything is cool

Ahhh come on! Look at the blood

Just attention whorin'

Maybe.

Totaly, i'd say.

Yea, never mind.

After the tempest

What tempest are you tak'n about?

none, just wandering how good a tempest could be.

A pest would be better

Aeh ?

Yea! it would kill more fuckers!

Bloggen'

just coming here to greet you all, i'm alone listenig some cool musice !


What am i doing with my life?

short answer : nothin'

Here i go again!

never mind if you read it or not, i'm deadly fuked up today! and who the hell cares about ? not a single soul you know hehe. Well but even with my fuckness i've found a realy interesting page, witch is not new (actualy if you are here you probably know about)

http://12-42.com/

Yup, the clothes store !

i'll share more links as time pases, get to your bed chicken!

who cares!

who cares what i do! yea i chang3d my language, and what?!

Yea i'm fucking crazy ok?

my projects are all in the ruin and i'm in the shit too !

Look at me, just posting stupid talking on my own blog ...

OT!HERS ?!

THer's AlwAys someone behinfd you, waiting to take you to the shadows.

But never fear.

They will wait 'till your time comes.

If you ever see them, just forget it.