God i had no idea someone would read and what's more reply to something i post here.
But it's not what i had in mind, he/she just made me realize that being pathetic and stupid on the internet is not good at all and a couple things more.
It's hard to write good things since this is my i-m-feeling-like-shit blog however. (lol ?)
Just to keep the record, i am with her now. And i'm starting to feel a little better with myself, for many months (couple of years) my mind has been filled with stupid thoughts of how relationships are, how much i deserved pretty much any girl and how they might be coming at me like some sort of rockstar. That was stupid no one will ever come like that, no one is that amazingly cute, specially not me since i never cared about my body that much.
Thanks stranger.
