After a while

It's been a long time since the last time i was here, so very much that i don't even remember. From what i can see i was writing memories from my primary school days, when i was in love with a girl called Sofia. It was such a long time ago.
So let's talk about what has been going on lately. Guess i will want to remember this in the future... if there is any. But let's skip the apocalipsis for now.

I am functional. Or that is what i say to myself. I am working, i have a girlfriend and we live together. I have some friends, not that many ones but enough. I am 26 years old as of now. I have no mayor addictions neither crippling illnesses. My limbs are all where they should, regardless of some scars. I don't lack money but neither have enough to make a business. I have been working the last 5 or so years and was unable to finish college. This is me. This is about all i am.Sad.
The job i have is an enslaving 9 to 6 office one as a programmer and qa analist, i don't even make 300u$d by today standards, i try to save money but any attempt is futile, all is bleed out of me by the rent and the food and the bills. My job is dead ended, nothing will ever happen and i won't get a raise. I've tried to look for something else but i'm too tired to even apply correctly. The interviews i had were all a failure, my knowledge is rusted to the core and my motivation is on ground levels.
My girlfriend is a fat whale, short and without any charm. A depressive person who drains the little energy i have after my 10 hours outside, if you consider the commute and the 9 hours at the office. She used to have a cat, but it died last year of cancer, its disease let us broke after 2 surgeries and expensive medications. Last year was literally hell because of it and its still going. She cries on daily basis, has some depression attacs and can't even do basic things some days.

oops there she is at the door. Better write the rest later.

Bye, future me.